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OhHh heyyy! WeELL I just had an ashema attack :( which reallly sucked Everyone in my hosue was panicing bc i havent had one in like years. lol umm soo i decided too takee a hott showerrr to relax and what do u no im updating the Lj ( thiss entry is for DanIeLLe whoo misses my updates) Okk soo. Todayy i stayed after school and attended yet another club. All of my friends and i are crazy with the clubs its insane. Tomm i have another one, thank god thursday im off but yet then fridayy i have to attend another! Im not used to all this school participation. With the charityy walks to the clubs-ugh lol nevermind the energy that is not excistant in my poor little body. Im only doing this for the Honor society. College is in just two years and i realized if i want to gooo awayy i gues i have to be :involved: so this year my friends and I became nerds i gues. . I cnt take school. i have no dedication and motivation to do any homework, study or even stay awake in my classes. I have like almost every class with DeAndraa which is good.
Oh wait because thats not even alll off the drama. I love everything about him. I dnt no what it even is. Whenver i talk to him or see him i get butterflies. I dnt even think he realizes what he does to me or how he makes me feel. butt apparently im not good enough and i always put myself in these positions. Ive been trying to just forget aobut him and kinda like move on( from what, i have no idea) but its alot harder than what it seems. Like everyones tellingg me i dnt deserve this i cant b upset over this- but this has been the only conflict ive been through for like the past week and a half. It wouldnt even be so bad if i didnt want someone to actually be there for me and care about me, kinda like a boyfriend type of person. While im on that type ive been feeling very </font>Regretful -whyy did I have to mess upp and hurt the one person that literally would doo anything for me and love me veryyy much? ( i dnt no if anyone really knows who i am talking about but w/e lol) I gues i kinda pushed away something that meant soo much to me, and i feel kinda crusheddd over it . ugh i dnt no. Like i actually look back and ive thinked things over, im suchhh an idiott i couldaa beeen Reallllyyyy reallllyyy happpy right now with him. u g h h h h .. my little summer fling withhh thee gayy fagg just didnt do anything but stress me out and make me angryyy. wayy too immature.. kk anyways i cant even talk about this im getting depressed. </strong></p>
ok sooo noww that u read all my drama. lol im gunna goo to sleeeppyy pooh. nite nite
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| OhHh HeYyy My LiL jOuRnAl- YeS We mEeT OnCe AgAin wIth thE DrAmA! |
[17 Sep 2004|10:19am] |
Well hello there. Yes. the summers over and school started which may i add is veryy gay and i hate it. But actually with school starting, and me being once again without a controlling boyfriend who is very immature for his age, It has made me realize how much i really like not being involved in stupid work drama.
Ok REAL lessons that needed to b learned :
1. Omg just grow up. whooo friggen cares..this 'he says, she says bull shyt' is just stupid.
2. actually confront people when u want to tell them something. dnt do it online
3. Stop with the friggen LJ. The comments are gay, and the entries about them are even worse
4. stop teaming up on people wen its not ur friggen fight. OMG.
well i gues i em very happy to say im not in this rediculous world war III fight with a millino sides and a millino diff stores. U shoudl all jsut make up. at least be civil we alll work together!
- and now here are my veiws of this stupid lil fights peopel have and ihope u all dnt hate me for this. it jsut had to come out . Oh and dnt worry becayse i now have once again my own drama to deal with and it is much bigger then these fights!!!!!!!
Okkkk!!!! Happpy birthday Ashley. <3 tonights her sweet 16 i cant wait! AnDd, thats basically aobut it .. lol
HAve a nice dayyyy !
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HEYYYY!!!!! omg im finally updating bc i finally have a lil time on my hands and i gues everyone misses myy lil updates... so0o hmm wut have i been doen lately... WoRking, drivers ed, hangen out with my friends, annd i dernoo same crappp... im in a bad mood bc it feels like friggen fall ohh F! but anyways.. yesterdayy ime and j went to the mall she bought awesome sneakers and then we went into vicky s but nothing really amuzed us expect for like the pearl uppp the VAGINAA .. wtf is with our generation.. we went into exress and j got a realy cute outfit and we got like matching sweaters.. godd i have like noo moeny and i need to start schoool shoppping.. and SuMmEr reading would b nice.. but umm.. ok so then Kris called us and she got outta work early soo we went to Captree on romanticcc dates with eachother lol aandd played on the playground but SOMEONE KEPT FARTING noo namessssss lololol and then we walked on the docccs and felt like dawsons creeek! I miss that show.. then we were singing some blasts from the pasts disney movies.. well then our fatasses got hungryy- we went to chilis and our waitress was actually really good.. there wasnt anything else really to do so we just went home.. and thhenn of course i come home to a yelling mother too CLEAN SOME MORE wtffffff i hate cleaning!!!! sooo today my fammilyy is coming fromm florida and i hafta say im actualllly happy to see them its been a while... anndd thats about it.. weLllL chris is inn europee andd we Finally made up after like 2 months without talking... hes coming home and then in like 3 days hes gunna gooo off 2 college :( sooo i haftaa see him and go to his goen away partayy! Meg'z sweet 16 was on sundayy. it was really nie i didnt stay htat long but i got a candel and it was really sweet :)
IlL update latahhh.... whichhh prolly means like in another week :(lol
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DeAr YoU EfFiN Gay JoUrNaL:
Okayy.. Well im very sick of this journal. i hate it. its never updated. it takes forever to update and wen i finally feel like updating i never can remember what i did. Plus i really dnt think anyone cares what i feel or doo about every single day.. i mean Helllo get a lifeee....ughh!!! well im sure u wanna here about my gay past couple of days. Today i had drivers Ed at 1 until 4.. the dayy went by pretty quickk and it was only me and DanNy in the car... we only drove to Mcdonalds and backkk-so0o w/e. then i had work at 5.. yippee...noww my eFfin period came at 2:30 in the morning and has been an effin pain in the AsS since then and willl for the next 5 dyas or so. OMFG my whole body is aching.. gurls always got it sooo bad i dnt understand y only gUrls hafta deal with their uterus feeling like someone is seriosly stabbing it inside ur lil bodyy for a whole week. OH F.. so0o enough with my uterus i gues ill talk about something else... Ohh wait one more thing... Ud think my 'Pms' would Be GoNeE but gues wut theee attitude is WORSE and i cant even help it... yahh ok.. sooo tthis is mny day... noww the past couple off dayss ive been with jimmy which i hafta sayyy were really good days bc we didnt fight even once, and i wasnt even that sick of him:) hah jk babee! I went to his house one night and his mom put on a puppet showw which was veryyyy FuNni! ummm hee bought me this really cute ring for our 3 month annivversaryy.. i really love itt... ummmm he came over 2ce i think i dnt remember... we dancedd to old songs likee PEACHES AND CREME lolol andd he made me sing star spangeled banner for him.. ohhh yahhh i actually went in my pool yesterday it was reallllyy cold but i havent been there for ever.. i read 3 pages of my summer reading and thats about it . I miss my efffin friends.. Oh yeahh i got a haircut and cut off 7 inches of hair.. im starting to get used to it but i still miss my long hair.. w/e itll grow back..I prob hafta miss J's graduation party which really effin sucks im soo friggen upsett.... bc my Aunt Mary LoU is coming from cali for like a weekk but w/e... kk . I miss my CEC gurls sooo muchh i love u guys
Im GuNnA GoOo.... <3 Stacey
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YaHh its beeen a whilee since i update...i like never update bc i either never have time or just dnt feel like doen it. butt umm todayyy was sundayy My DaYy ofFf! it was sooo nice i wanted to go 2 the beach but i ended upp watching MOVIES all morning!!! There is something wrong with me lately thats all i felt like doen. I watched 5o first dates(sooo sad, i hated the ending thoo) and Butterfly EfFect!thenn igot dressed and me JoAnNna and MoMmy went to get our nails done and spend sOmE of that QUALITY timee together lol.... i even gott my summer reading boooks which i em dreading to read... i MISS jImMY Hes closinggg tonight.. lately i haventt been really seeing him..Wedd was our 3 month anniversary kind of... which was horrible... all we did was fuking fight andd u nooo it was kidna coool how we spent it with his ex gf.. soo basically i cried that whole ngiht but w/e... uMm thursday we fiught about it .. he came over i think thursdayy! we hadd reallllyyy funnn actually we laughed like the whole timeeEe. Wut eLsEe... J went on a lil date thing with Andyyyy that whole story is soo effin cute it amkes me soo fricken jelaous i love wennnn liKe NEW LOVE IS IN THE AIRRRRRR ..... hMmm.. wut else can i possibly write aobut.. im in a weirdd fricken MoOod.. Oh yahhh i went driving today with my mommm lol funnnn expierencee. Auntt marylou is cming form CaLI on sat i cannot wait at allll! I made 60 dollars at work i was soo effin happy i finally was able to afford my friggen nailss ! okk i mgunna gooo my life is boringg.. Im gunn get my botton of my bellly button piercedd i cantt waitt.. sOmething neww..
DeAr StAcEy's BodY: PlEaSe StOp PMSing ANd GeT ur PerIouD ALREADYYY OMGGGGGgg!!!!
bYyYEeEe NoWww!!!!
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Todayy is WeDneSday.. Im waiting for J to pick me uppp.. i friggen had so much chores 2 do.. and i hadda babysit whichh reallly sucked bc we wanted to go to the light house.. i think were goen to belmont and Vicky S to get some free udnerwear... ohh and danielle i hope u have a good time at floridaa!
mOnDaY nIGhT I spent withhh jimmy.. it was suchhh a great nightt<3 I realllyy cant sayy muchhh bc im on a run but he knows whyy.. x0
tuesdayy i had drivers Ed OMFG i have soooo much to sayy about that gayy thing.. fuking i walked in not knowing anyone.. and i sat next to dan(this kid i mett reallly sweeet i love him) umm we rltalked... and then wen it came to the driving i ahte my driving instructor... hes like u dnt no how to drive meanwhile i msot def. know how to drive so i was really pissed.. he made me feel like shytt.. i was sooo upset.. lol but im in the same dar as DanN! LUCKILY we also have 2 nerds in our car and me and dann make funn of them. then laterrr i went to bobs with my mom and bought 4 new bathongsuits.. they are sooo cute
k im gunna go the gurls should b here any minute.. im sure ill update a lil later aobut tonight bcc u no how us gurls doo we alwaya have so much fricken funn!
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HaPpy 4th of July everyoneee! I haddd suchhh an awesome and eventfull fourth of jUly i spend it withh JeSs and KriStEn my BoOOm toMa gUrLs~! Well hmm we went to the beachh amd earlyy.. the gurls were at my hosue by 11ish thats madd early for us fatties.. soo we got to the beach and we were like "OH F" there were so many damn unbrellas, and soo many ppl there ... lol we couldnt even take the heattttt it was soo damn hott. We couldnt take it bc were always aat friggen CHuckies in air condition and havent ben like upp and out for a nice summer dayy in soo longg! Soo it was really hot ya ya ya and me and kris went swimming... we even made a little magic in the ocean :) lol but it was amd chill i thought crabs were eating my feet andd it was kinda rockyy but w/e.. soo J was readyy to leave and me and kris wanted to stayy soo we were like nahhh goo put the stuff in the car and that fatty gurl didnt wanna walk back to the sand and made us meet her lol.. butt we love her.. we got ready at my house and toook a lil napp and snuggled in my bedd.. we need a sleepover at my hosue!!!! Soo we all got readyy for Aunt SuEs (omg whoooo i loveeee) shes amd chilll.. wen we got there we basically ate her out of her fruit.. and hadd som,e smironoffs rasberry- mad chill :) uMmm then we had some mudslides and we had *2 shots* lolol gurls...ummmm we took a lil napp bc we were tired and me and J had headaches.. and all 3 of us must of peed at least 7 times there.. lol soooo aunt sue woke us up 2 eattt anddd we watched fireworks, the finalle was in the biggining lol we watched the fireworks at the neighhbors hosue who is cousins with LINDSASY LOHANN omgggg shes mad chill she was sitting with usss just chilling .. she was telling us about how she flew in from LA that morning to be with her family and the night be4 she was shoppigg withhh TARA REIDD OHH MANN!!!!!sooo she was kidna uglyyy makeupp does alot for ur face let me tell u ... neways OMG I FORGOT aobut UNLCE TONYY mannnn hes the most chillest uncle ever! he amde us drink some TURTLE DICK which was rumm in wood ughh lol it was gross but my gurl kristen drank it STRAIGHT! lol sooo there was this fat ass JoE i thinkk ... hmm now i forget his name he was like 5 times the size as randyy o mannnnnnnn and his crazyy drunk wife was a nutt... andd there step grandfather o mannnnnnn wowwwwww... lol he was weirdddddd wen he was drunk but there grandma was madd cute.. lol AnD their cousin sammmy omgg sooooooooo cute i loved her... :) i really loved there family and had an awesome dayy with hte gurlss! we missed Meliss thoo :( and i missed myy babee!
Me and chris got into a hugee fight nd dnt tlak nomore.. its mad weirdd butt hiopfully hell stop actining like an immature little asshole and STOP BLOCKING ME! lol w/ee
today i had work and the gurls had off :( there soo luckyy! i startt drivers ed tommi really em note excited.. and MRS.COLEMAN my spanish teacher came into chuckies todayy i love her sooo muchh! Kk well my babe is comnig over in a lil .. so0o mayb ill update later... sorry i ahvent updated ina while DANIELLE!!!!! lol
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Thursdayy was Chris's PrOmm! LeT Me jsut say i had soo much friggennn fUnN! tHe whoLE day i basically was getting readyy.. KeLLy did my hair and Er did my makeupp chris got hre around 4ish my mom took pictures but i was mad lol bc i didnt want her 2. then we got in the car and went to his hosuse to take pictures.. There were soo many peoplee but i didnt really like taking pictures.. newayss lol so0o0 then we get in the limo!! i LovEd the people in our limo it was Me chriS JEnNny<3 LeS rOtA rYan aReIeLLe aNdd ummeerz Greg/craiG/sTeVe/jUan lol me and jenny couldnt seem to get his name ryte.. lolol anyways the prom was REALLLYYY fun we danced all night. Eric Rota and CHris are CrAzYy dancers.. lol sooo the prom ended at liek 12.. We went to this gurls house to change.. lol HmM seemed to left my pocketbook there with my pictures lol but its all good.. then we wentt on our trip to MoNtaLk !!!!! 2 HOUR RIDE LET ME TELL U but we watched a DvD in the LiMo. we all just CUcdDleD. i was laying on rota , eric was laying on rota, jenny was laying in eric, Craig/greg/juan were laying on my but, lol and then chris was kidna laying on me, arielle was laying on ryan lol.. hmmm jenny fell asleeeeep... soo then we got there and msot of the alcohol was gone but me and jenny and arielle and GREG deicded to get drUnk.. HyPnotIc aNd soMe MaLibu! OKK soo i think we drank overall aobut 8 shoots.. lol chris vidoe camered us all drunk lol funn! soooo thennn we jsut hung out taked snruggled then i wasnted to go to bed lol soooo chris left me and i slept with greg.. he tried cuddling with me but i basically told him to go to helll.. he snored all ngiht nd i hadda put him in his plac and kick the hell out of him everyime he snored..well acully only slept for 2 hours soo like.. hmm wasnt that much.. sooo i oke upp 8ish and me and jenny layed with eric all morning to talk<33 lol we made some brazilian and jewish sandwiches lol and SoMe SwEeT jeWish LovE hahah funni funni.. me and eric are getting marired in brazil and having a jewish/greek weddidng i cant wait.. soo then greg made us some chocolate chip pancakes lol.. an around 12:30 we left.. I misss everyone soo much<33 soo the car ride home was something.. we got stuck in traffic.. but me jenny and rota fell asleep and left chris driving lol. . nd then i funally fgot home at 3*30 nd wanted to go to bed but i hadda gooo to Jess's graudaution party... i went withhh J, kris, and MeLisS. we had soo much funn after i hadda go home bc of my brothers graudaution party but my parents were out to dinenr so0o i ended up goen back out with them.. we went to kohls and bought really cute mathcing pants, necklaces, and some earings.. lolol then of course where do u think we ended up? obviously a resturant.. we went to chiles! nd then i went home at like 12:30ish but i missed those gurls so much<3 yesterday(sat.)i worked from 10-6 omg i thoguht i was gunna kill myself it was SoOo busyy. but afterwards i was plannnig on goen out with the gurls but noo i hadda go to my cousins lil birthdayyy ... :( w/e it was okay... i ot home at like 2.. lol stayed otn he phone with jimmy till 3.. he quittt ChUcKies. but hes talknig to rita aobut it todayy... i dnt really wanan do anything today but just relax. lol ok ill update later bc i feel like today is gunna b a really boring dayy
Lots of lOvEe
-thanks chris for everything
-JeNny eric and Rotaa and GREG and arielle and ryan i MISSS u
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wELL. I can defiantely say im sick of studying. I havent even studied that much. Jimmy came over last night and we studied for chem lol-->nerds. Today as soon as i woke up i studied more for chem its like OMG enough.. tomm i have math regents and a spanish.. tonight after dinner im gunna study for those 2 . My tutor came omgg am i gunna miss him.Im soo fricken overwhlemed. Well, chris's prom is thursday and i really em looking forward to it.. its just that like i have to study like crazie, somehow fit nails tanning, shopping and hair in all of these plus work. lol.. and it doesnt helppp spending hours on a phone woith jimy when we both need to studyy! Anyways i havent seen Bunz Miss or J in a while.. or jess i miss them:( Asim dicked me over today lol we were supposed to go tanning but the little shit didnt call.. lol im mad about that.
'To Do LisT'
1- beach a million times nd more showers in the Freeezing weather and rushing to work lol
2- fire island
3- YaYaYa PA!!
4- a million Nature walks
5- go on a diet and lose weight
6- Friendlys to complain about our icecream
7- date with Joshh at the beach at night by the bay (BRING BUG SPRAY RIGHT MELISS? hahah)
8- walk up the light house
9- try not 2 goo out to eat EsPEciaLLy DInErs LoL
--many more to comeee
ok sooo today kris Imed me and was like look in the paper theere were sharks at the beach- feild 5 and thats sooo weird because we are all SO afraid of sharks wen we go to the beachh
and always say"what if there was a shark right here..."
lol .. neways im thinking aobut dying my hair or cutting it. I love Jess's hair and it inspired me to def change my hair lol. I need to go shopping:( i need fricken bathing suits, shorts, and skirts.. mayb even sandels:) and i need a new pocketbook.. ok i dnt need it, i want it tho
well im gunnna goo..im gunna eat dinner in a lil bit
Love my gurlies <3<3<3 StaCe<3
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[20 Jun 2004|01:40pm] |
Oh heyy! today is fathers day nothing exciting is goen on.. lol just spending qualityy timee withh my step dad whoo i lOvE VeRy Much :) lol okayy soo yesterday was my brothers graduation party nd i had to miss chris's .. but his graduationn partyy was pretty FuNnErz. I chilled with Nickkk all last night<3 we watcheD 8 MiLe went in thE pOoL. diD othEr FuN thingss.. i worked in thee dayyy aww randy was so cute he made us like this really good thing with like peperoni and like bread i dernooo it was goood.. Bradd was there to see MELISS! lolol awwwww i love her she was soo ebarrsed.. wut else.. O yahh jimmy got mad at me last night!1 sorryy babe! but thennnnwe talked out everything adn there is no more tension . we were on the fricken phonee until like 4:30 in the mroning but then he had work today at 12 so he hadda goo lol and i was dead ass
OkeYy well im gunnaa gooo .. im gunna updatee laater especially bc i neeed to write my and my gurls 'to DO' list
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ok so i havent writtenn in the longest time!! omg and im on really strong medication for my infectionn and it puts me in weird moods.. really weird mooods... :(
Chris's prom is like next week. It took forever to come but its finally here.. Classes ended monday! thank god. the school year had to come to an endd the drama was never ending and i hate waking up at 6 in the fuking morning i just couldnt do it anymore. soo the past 2 days i went to the beachh! Tuesday I went with VaL aNg DeAnDrA and MichelE..it was kinda cold and no1 really got color but i gues it was nice being there... Todayy i went to the beachhh with JeSs KrIs MeLisSa AnD JeSs(who met us there) Sooo we ended upp getting there att like 2:30ish bc of coruse we stopped at BK for somee lunchh lol andd.. Then finaly went to the beach.. we decided were doen a "ya ya ya PA" this summer* we evEn MaDe A PaCt<3 lol gayy faggs! how fukinggg awesome- i cannot wait.. Ok soo we staye dcon the ebach till 6.. we all got some color<3 it was SoOo nice todayy thank god it cleared uppp because wen we first got there it was cloudyy- sooo we layed out adn went in the ocean omggg funNn! then we walked to the lighthouse and weird paths to the bay... and the docks and stuff. it was funn we were trying to burn some calories off bc we all decided we had to loose weight. Fucking jess's boobs looked huge today lol like sheee must of got liek breast implants im telling u..haha im jk.. soooo ok walking backkk there were like a million buggs attacking us haha u hadda see our fatasses runn away from those things. lolol.. hmmm sooo thenwe left at like 7 and decided, well wut do u think? wErE hungry...outback sounded mad good.. so thats where we ate. jimmy had a heart attack bc we didnt talk the wohle dayy... lol soooo they dropp me home bc i hadda go home 2 study.. lol OMG that did nott work out as i planned its like i dnt no y i waited last minutes.. Ok sooo its 1:08 am ryte now, i have a global regents tomm. and i know nothing..not a smart idea.. lol w/e i really dnt care i wannntt all my tests to be over and done with. Ughhh overwhlemed right now.. butt i had such a good time with my gurls i love u so much<3
ASIM!!! UR MY NEW BEST FRIEND!!!
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OK soooo i went to school.. same shyt kidan boringgg... I hung out with Val Ang and Michelle for a while but unfortunely i oculdnt watche dthe 4 movies we rented at the library andd went homee... MeE JeSs anD KrIstenn went 2 get our nails done omgg sooo funnn matching nails!! so excitedd!!!! sooooo thennn we went tooo JeSs's lil prom thingie to get her dress fitted .. yahh me and kristen picked out ourrr wedding dresses.. the one i want is 5,000 loll not including the tarrea and vail., jewlery... lol gettt the point? lol.. hmmmmm s0o0o0 thennn the assholess gave jess a dress with 2 holes we were like wtf fix it.. and then theyy did and she got money ooff of it.. lol yay jess's mopm is cute.. they look exactly alike... lol sooo us fatasses were hungry, go out to dinner at Fridays.. weell, not surprisingly we are fat and always eat..... it was Freeeezing there and we hadda wait like 4329049302 minutes to get a fricken salad but i gues it was well worth the wait.. ok sooo... thennn we walked to the malll and we were in the kind of moods where u spend money.. lol yahhh we wanted to buy a bag... sooo finally im like hello macys!! YESS WELL WE GOT KRISTEN TO BUY SUCH A CUTE FRICKEN BAGG.... ITS ORANGE..!!! andd JESS'S BAG IS GREEEN! AND MYNE IS PINMKKKK! and they are all 'guess' bags so we matchh once again! i love these gurls , i reallly dooo.. I misss chris soo much! and Jimmy! lol even thoo he like lives at my house... hmmm
i'll write laterrrr
xoxoxoxoxo
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I havent written in sooo longgg<3 WeLL this is wuts been goen on.. I HavE beEn worKiNg aLotZ! ND sCHoOl AnD wut nOt. I canNot WaIt tiLl its oveRr nD iM hOpIng thE suMmEr Is guNna BeEe rEaLLy fUn.. VaL DeAndra and Ang are GReAt frIeNds.. wE HavE thIs breAkfAst Ritual at fRiEndlys EvEry Sat. WitH Math TutorIalls HaHahA.. yahh WeRe coOoL.. but Yahh soo wEvE bEEn ChiLlEN AloTt..I HaVeNt SeEen cHris In ForEvEr.. its WeIrD thoo bc i really wanted to see him and hes kinda been acting like he didnt want to. i dnt no i hopee hes not mad at me.. its kinda hard he lives 30 minutes away and everything and.. i dernoooo.... but elt me tell u my lfie has been so non-depressing..FianAlly.. i new my life would get better.. lol Me and jimmy are finally like on goood terms, back to things were.. which is definately a relief. but hes a really great guy, best person to talk to even if its at 2 oclock in the morning..Although we havent really beeen talking on the phone bc we've both been getitng alot of homeowrk and actually doen it hahah -->geEks!! lol
Okk sooo newayyss!! this iss wut happnened this weekeend!
fRidAY. MeE and DanIeLLe ClosEDd... Omg did we have FuNnN! weLL i cleaned thee whole show room , she got the bathrooms<3 i dernoo she likes doen them or something? lol..sooooo it was goen along good and everything..These snot nose kids are sitting upp at MY BALCONY! well wudever we turn are heads for one second, and they took the whole cheese shaker and put it all over the balcony.. at that point i had a fuking eart attack.. Me and Dannielle needed VODKA SHOTS bc we BETRAYED OUR BALCONY!!!! i couldnt deal.. lol yes weel i hafta sayy Danielle u actually did WORK lol *MeTaL for BeIng the HardEst WoRkeR oN fRiDay lol and i heartt u!
Sat- i workedd... Nd tHenn my FaMily camee over!! OMGG i missed themmm MucHhhoo !! We Had like this biggg BbQ and i gained like 5 lbs from it but neways.. yah THeN jimmy came over since he was in toWn (like usual) lol.. We Played HoUsE, JUmPEd on the TraMpOlInE, put On DaNcE coMpetitIons, HaD wreStLiNg MatChEs.. hahah!!!!(of course withh myyy baby cousinnn, GiNa!!) i gave her all this jewlery and shytt.. ? i dnt no yy
SuN- (toNgiht) weLL i woRkEdd.. and JiMmy CaMe over AgAin( he like LivEs at Mi cAsA now) lol.. umm wE wAtcHes Toy StOrY 2 ! lol YeAhH acTualy WATCHED itt!!! lol nd Jus TaLkEdd. I modElEd soME of my cLothes LoL .. umm yah bc he told me if i had to b put into a catogory he thinks im punkish/sexi catagory.. lol NEVER HEARD OF THATT 1 .. lol but hmmm.. loll we came to the conclusion that we have like nothing in common butt.. loll opposites attract?! lol soo he left 12ishh.. then i went outtt at 12:30 lol to the DiNEr with JeSs, JeSs, KrIstEn, KAZZZ!! funn funnn i think we laughe thee wholeeee night but at 2:15 i was like umm i think im bouncinn.. nd now i mwaiting for wut tomm brings.. possibly cityyy withhhh chris?
-well danielle i hope ur content with my journal
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WOWOWOWOW .... i havent wrote in my LJ so long but alot has been goen on lemme tell u .. Fridayyy hahaha chilled at ang's - gurls night... farmingdale village, ummm .. lol
well me and jimmy got into that bigg fight.. lol hmmmm yahh so i worked sat and i saw him.. its was weird we amde up tho.. nd then i went and partyedd hardd with my GuRlIess lol nd then icalled jimmy like he told me and then he told me had feeelings for his ex gf, bc i woke him up? lol BOYS cant live with em, cant live without them.. CONfUSiNg? lol w/eeee sooo thennn i planned on never speaking to him again but he called me sunday cause he wanted to come over... nad since sundayy i had a bigg hangover i was like wut the hell come over.. we tlaked things out adn were all better :)
ummmm .. this weeek went by kinda quick.. todays ThUrsday alreadyy.. waiting for jimmy to come over.. im soo bored.. the utor came over.... hahahahah in dept convos with him gotta lvoe it... we talk aobut EVERYTHING loll i love himm
IM SOOOO EXCITED ABOUT CHRIS'S PROM BITCHES
g2 bounce mayb ill write latahh
Ily staceyy
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alright well sry i havent been writingg in the past couple of daysss.. ive been in a kinda depressing mood for some StRaNgEe rEason i cant even say wut it is because i do not no.. its nothing really iin particular.. i just cannot waitt until summerr thhee beachhh, noo boyfriend, no school.. yuppp thatsss whats uppp.. Yeahh me and jimmy decided thingss hadda b cooled off..for a while neways. i dnt really wanna have to deal withh the bull shyt anymore, i need to find outt whoo i me first before i devote myself to just one person.. I made that mistake once and i dnt feel like doen it agian really. I figured im still young and another heart break is not worthh it..Plus im really not looking to settle just yet.. it takes time too findd someone u realllyyy wannnna b withh!! so0o =) yahhhh lol
uMm my weekendd... fridayy i worked until 12. Sat night worked till like 9ishh then i hung out with vinnnyy.
sundayy.. mommi's day... just hung out withhh my mother lol funn funn
MoNdayy - i wasnt feeling 2 good, really stressed out and i was kinda acting bitchhyy.. but w/e
*yEsTeRdayy was great... It was really great seeing Chris i missed him sooo muchhh.. WeLL he pciked em uppp from school and wut do we do first, well of course eatt dUhh.. thEnn on thee phone for like 3 hours crying soo chris was making me feel alot better thank u sooo much. Im really happy i found such a great friend like u.. *mY bESt* i went tanning or as chris would call it $paying for cancer.. lol yuppp cause thats wut i like to doo.. we went to theee beach afterwords!! omg it wasss SOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!! it was sooo therapeutic hahahahahha ryyte CHRISSY POOH.. thanks for such a greatt dayy and im getting sooo excited about PrOm!
The weather oMgg its sooo beautifull.. ThE AIr CondItIoNiNg is on already.. PoOls guNna OpEn, tAnNing,BeAcHh!! yayyyy!!
i was supposed to chill with vinny 2night butt i have workkk unfortunely.. yah im actually gunan go now and call him<3
x0x muchhh lovee
oh yeahhh i wrote this poemm and chris's moms gunna publish it bytches lol
'A dream already came true'
-written by mee =)
I dreamt of this perfect man
He has the msot beautiful eyes i ever looked into
He has this smile that makes my heart melt,
He has the body and strength to make me feel so safe when he holds me,
He has this gorgeous face that makes me want to kiss him ever so passiontly,
He has that deep, touching voice that makes me weak when he whispers sweet words into my ears,
He has this sensitive personality that makes me wish I could be in this man's life forever...
Then I woke up and soon realized i once shared this feeling and will cherish it.
I long to wish i can feel this for the rest of my life, as long as i feel it with you.
-->not about anyone it particular loll.. sorryy boyss
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Right now im in a alright mood.. I kinda got alot of homework done.. My tutor came today he gave me like 3 packets i neeed to doo im likeee wtffff!! Im about to write an essay for english that i have no cluee wut too doo soo im waiting for an email back fromm Ms. Connolly. HMm im kidna stressed out withh all this like overload of workk its making me sooooo madd! Its like cramingggg everyhting but w/e.. i wanted to see jimmy tonightt butt he got a badd progress reportt "Same old Jimmy...." lolol awww babee dnt worrrry! and i hope ur having a better day..i'll see him at work tomm :) Me and chriss <33 yay nooo more fighting im so relievedd. Were hangen out satudayyy.. it must b like a every saturday thing that we hang out lol and hes meeting val and Deandra and Angg!! that should b fuNn.. newayz, yah im actually really tiredd.. i wish i could take a napp but id prob not wake upp. gues wut...
I mISsS u aLi . . . :( i no that we dnt talk nemoa but im hoping u read this x o
aNd I misS NiKki . . . :( NaiLs nd tanning!! lol LugHiN!
Nd AsHlEyy... wow i miss u 2.. lol
yahh im gunna gooo . . weird mood ryte now
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I decided too update it forr my lovelyy gurll DaNiELLe bc she loves reading it :) lol
OkKk sooo last night i was feeling kinda shyttiee soo i went too JiMmy's housee... lol wen i got there his brother was soo happy to see me it was soo cute i loveee him<3 lol and we played likeeee hide and seeek and i saved the poor kid form almsot dying lol the logs almost fell on him..ohh and then me adn him were on a teamm playing soccer verse jimmy.. lol of course we won and jimmy amde fun of me bc i said I made a scoree lol hes like GOALLL lollll and then i showed him how i play kick ball he thoguht i was veryyy enthusiastic aobut itt! Umm soo wut else did we do , basicaly just talked by the firee he amde me feeell soo much better thatnk u .. soooo then mother dear picked em upp and im like bitchhh 7-11 lol i bought her a slurpee an we got twizzlers and gumm lolll reallly nice combination let me tell u ... okk sooo i went home got really madd bc i was soo tired and couldnt doo any homework. LoL thanks Jimmy for such a great night
Todayy i woke upppp late and got to school a lil lateee.... i kinda ulled off the noo makeuppp, hair uppp dayy.. but then i realize i doo that almost everyyyy single dayy.. lol I cant wake up anymore i dnt no wut it is.. soo as sooon as i woke upp i felt like shyt, really wore down and stuff.. But i pulled myself together and went to schoool. UmM lol.. nothing 2 great expect for wen we re goen to GyMm we were byy vals locker, and she got pants outta her lockerr lol 2 put on gfor gum ryte.. well we loook like on the flooor an there are like SiLK pANtIeS just lying there im like omg val r those urs? loll she got sooo EMBARRSED they must of been in her pants and flew out i dernnnoo hhahahah i was dying.. gym class was veryy NOTT funn lolll.. math and chem i was like gonee... "camel-g" lol theee indiannn at the library woudl not tlak toooo too me an val bc one of our friends called him "camel -toe" were like ogm his name is 'camel-g" lol he got soo pissed... lolll sooo i hadd an appt. today i hope everyhtin went well.. andd i just went to bedd the wholee dayy
LovE StAcE
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I decided too update it forr my lovelyy gurll DaNiELLe bc she loves reading it :) lol
OkKk sooo last night i was feeling kinda shyttiee soo i went too JiMmy's housee... lol wen i got there his brother was soo happy to see me it was soo cute i loveee him<3 lol and we played likeeee hide and seeek and i saved the poor kid form almsot dying lol the logs almost fell on him..ohh and then me adn him were on a teamm playing soccer verse jimmy.. lol of course we won and jimmy amde fun of me bc i said I made a scoree lol hes like GOALLL lollll and then i showed him how i play kick ball he thoguht i was veryyy enthusiastic aobut itt! Umm soo wut else did we do , basicaly just talked by the firee he amde me feeell soo much better thatnk u .. soooo then mother dear picked em upp and im like bitchhh 7-11 lol i bought her a slurpee an we got twizzlers and gumm lolll reallly nice combination let me tell u ... okk sooo i went home got really madd bc i was soo tired and couldnt doo any homework. LoL thanks Jimmy for such a great night
Todayy i woke upppp late and got to school a lil lateee.... i kinda ulled off the noo makeuppp, hair uppp dayy.. but then i realize i doo that almost everyyyy single dayy.. lol I cant wake up anymore i dnt no wut it is.. soo as sooon as i woke upp i felt like shyt, really wore down and stuff.. But i pulled myself together and went to schoool. UmM lol.. nothing 2 great expect for wen we re goen to GyMm we were byy vals locker, and she got pants outta her lockerr lol 2 put on gfor gum ryte.. well we loook like on the flooor an there are like SiLK pANtIeS just lying there im like omg val r those urs? loll she got sooo EMBARRSED they must of been in her pants and flew out i dernnnoo hhahahah i was dying.. gym class was veryy NOTT funn lolll.. math and chem i was like gonee... "camel-g" lol theee indiannn at the library woudl not tlak toooo too me an val bc one of our friends called him "camel -toe" were like ogm his name is 'camel-g" lol he got soo pissed... lolll sooo i hadd an appt. today i hope everyhtin went well.. andd i just went to bedd the wholee dayy
LovE StAcE
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YaHh u noo how ppl sayy life is like a rollercoaster andd like there are upps and downs all the time.. welll let me just begin to sayyy thee rollercoasterrr is going down, reallyy down! sooo far it makes ur stomachh feel like tis in ur throat lol.. aLot OF Fam Problems ryte noww!! im sooo upsett butt w/e.. fRiEnds.. lol lets not even get into this. I never honsotly knew how fake some people could be.. not only that but veryy shady.... likee sayy something and then doo the compelte opposite, or even sayy things and mean the complete opposite?! i dernnoo like i lovee her and evertything butttt this is really weird forr a friendshippp thattt has been goen on sicne MisS mAuRy's class inn kindegarden.. soo many memories soo many timess, i prob will never forget (dedicated) nd now im crying..w/e wut else has been goen on.. i cant wait til school ends its rediculous i hate it . i hate hw i hate waking uppp ugh. Chris and I wut a weirdd relatinoship i cant explain it.. fights left to right, feelings hurt.. and i dnt need it ryte now.. i told him im not goen to prom with him :( w/e i relly dnt care aobut nething ryte now. . Jimmy i just wanted to thank u bc without u ryte now i feel like i would have no1.. ur my best frienddd everrr andd i noo i can call u at like 2 in the morning to cry and complain 2 anddd u will alwayss listen even if its like the 47th timed u listened to the SaMmE Storyy lol.. <3 Ily ! Umm sooo yesterdayy it as all rainyyy and shytt. theee weatherr was exactly how i feeelltt soo like gloomy.. todayy it was ncie out but ryte now i neeeedd to get outta my hosueee soo i em goenn to JiMmy's 2igHt 2 get away from all of this thankkk godd.. yah sooo i em gunna goo.. maybe ill write backk lataa but nothing intresting really is goen on ryte noww...
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oK sooo Fridayy i worked from like 5-7:30ishh andd mom picked mee uppp.. soo i call jimmy and im likee we're pciking u upp hes like okay.. let me jsut tell u wut a fuknig productiom too get to his hosue... me and my mother were like 2 idiootts trying too find his house.. plus jimmy gave like retarded directions lol.. soo we finallyyy got to his hopsue.. it was a lil easier gettinggg home... yahh soo we got home close to 8:300 soo it took like an hour.. and thenn jimmy hadda watchh me eat bc im fat like thatt! uMmm soooo we left kinda early actually he had his SATS in the morn.but we hadd a reallly goood night.. some in depth conversations! lol LovE u hUnNi BuNnI!
Sat- soo i had to wake up earlyy bc i had workkk at like 10 and i gott off at 4 .. sooo thennn mommy paicked me upp andd chris claled me hes like im 20 minutes awayy nd then i was like wtf i need to get ready i will not have time lolll i was pissed... lol w/e sooo hen we take that 1/2 hour drivee too his hosue.. i mett chris's momm shess realllyy nice i likedd her alott!! shes like u guys wannna drive in my convertible Benzz were like fuckkkk yeahh! so0o0o we drivingg aroundd... thenn we haddda come over for dinnerr and his dad told meee the fence/trees that chris and rota planted story lol.. hmm sooo we sit down to eatt and chris told me all the ruules at his dinenr table like putt the nakin on his lapp lolll anddd no elbows im like ugh im so not used to this... yeahh buttt thee dinner was really goood nd everything. i hopee his mom likeeedd meee!!! newayss so0o wut did we dooo after that, watched tv, hmmm went on the comptuer... then chris insulted me and said i was a waste of gas and noo i was not pissed MY fEeLiNgs wErE huRtT i was like hmm lol soooo then i was like drive me home noww!!! soo i get in the car and im like STaRbUcKs noww bc we were think sooo dead asss!! lol soo i didnt feel like walking in sooo i sendddd chris to doo a lil simple task and get e coffee lite nd sweet.. lol well there was noo mikl in it and he brought me back sugar soo i was likeee CHRIS lol and i needed a strawww ! lol sooo he eleavers his frap in the car with me !! wronge moveee loll soo i ate the whipp cream but its all good! lol sooooo he comes back with more milk but still no straww nd then called me a bitch hahah butt i forgave him for that one!! ndd o god on the wayy homeee we wereee singling blasting old songs lol funnn!!!!! sooo he dropped mee off at vals and we went to kellyss partyy yeahh sooo much funn this is wut i remember drinking like 4 shots oof SoMethingg... like 2 smironoffs like 2 beers ..lol i peed like 1 million tiesm and i havnet got that drunk since soooo longgg. . UmM yahh suppsoedlyy alison wanted to fight me but i thought we made upp? lol i dernooo sorrrryyy i had noo clue wat was goenn onnnn...i think there was otherr drama included butt.. lol omg i met some really cool personn..he was 21. he told mee but i totally forgot his namee..! soooo i called jimmy crying lol bc i dnt remember..soo i was BuGgingg outtt last nightt!! i kinda kept good conversationss with my mom but i was totally gone.. yah soo i called jimmmy and woke him uppp hes like DNT hang upppp lol i havee no cluee wut we talked about last night like i rememberrr some thingfs butt not alot lol
SuN- hmmm well this moring i woke upoppp at 12 bc my phonee rangg! it was jimmy seeing how i feltt.. bigg hangoverrr ! lol im jus gunna stay in my pj's and watch tv and then lata doo some hw<3 lol its just one of those dayss!
LovEe youu
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